Everything is coming up me.

I've been a little nervous about the state of my finances over the past month. I haven't been working that much, there has been some confusion with scheduling that has prevented me from scheduling my private lessons so basically I have been stretching 4000kč (about $200) over the course of a month while I need to buy groceries, school supplies and things for my flat like bedding since it's getting really cold at night. I know I have my trust issues (most people don't go throughout life without developing them) but I have been trying hard to put more faith and trust in Allah (God). I know some of my readers are of different religions or not religious at all and might think it's all a bit silly but I have my reasons just as anyone else has their reasons for their outlook on life. In the past, I know I've said I'll put my faith in Allah but I don't know if I truly did because I'd stress and freak out and become depressed. It's hard to trust the people in front of you let alone a being you can't see. But I keep praying to Allah to help me somehow and I think in little ways He is showing me that I'm on the right path. I was able to started my private lessons this Friday, which gave me a little money in my wallet and then a friend messaged me this weekend about some editing work for a friend's website. It's not much money but it'll get me through. My friends have been so incredible to me knowing that I'm in a bit of a predicament. Dušan wouldn't let me pay for my coffee. Numerous friends have offered to lend me money for groceries. It's a little overwhelming to know people care. I'll be back on track in a couple months.